Friday, June 29, 2007
The Tippling Effect
Every night for the last one week i have been fighting this loosing battle to stop lifting lovely looking pieces of crystal. Help Help Help need some suggestion of how to say NO.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Smoke of life
My Cigarette story.
My first fascination for anything related to that 84 mm white stick was born, as a child when I gathered from the litters on the muddy roads near my home, the magical silver and golden leaves that would iron so perfectly with an adolescent’s finger tips and nails. These would then be safely placed on a treasure container, a broken new plate collected from the garbage where my mother had disposed the same immediately on its unshapely arrival, which itself was a treasure in those May rain days, among other treasures like chocolate wrappers, a handle less mug, stones collected from various beaches, and beads from broken necklaces which were never worn…
The same fascination thrives in me when I hold that packet promising ‘Guarantee of the gold standard in smoking pleasure’ with words in juxtaposition saying, ‘tobacco seriously damages health’. Seriously damages health! How different it sounds from the usual “smoking is injurious to health”!
This treasure I hold in my bag or jacket pocket with immense pleasure and care from the beginning of its arrival; protecting it from rains and winds, and the eyes of my well wishers; wrapping it up in envelopes or clothes or even inside biscuit and noodles packets. The packet and its desirable contents go through various phases of hiding except when the desire and the surrounding permit it to take a peep at the loud, vibrant, put on world, before it dies its own death. Throughout its dying, or rather living to death, the white stick gives its killer the exquisite pleasure, the quick short kick, the nostalgia and nausea and the life time companionship that only they with the “impeccable blend of exclusive tobaccos” (as advertised by Wills’) can provide.
I watch the flame giving life to mine. The way that life eats through every cell and brown leaf of that cylindrical body. I watch the way I feed on it like a hungry dog feeding on a melting flesh, trying to grab as much before it melts completely. I watch, with immense satisfaction of a killer, the dying cigarette, dying into smoke and ashes in no time and on its journey to death, leading me to mine.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Jack and Jill
Love is indeed a strange feeling that really cant be just taught
in the words of mary oliver
‘To live in this world, you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go.’
I find this line just amazing
Monday, June 25, 2007
Did you know how to tough it is to buy a bed
Step One
Measure your bedroom and doorway before you decide on the size of bed to purchase. You will need at least 15 to 18 inches of space on either side of the bed to move around comfortably.
Think about whether you will be sharing the bed and how much you or your partner moves around at night before you come up with the size. Beds come in six different sizes: king (sometimes called eastern king),
Step Three
Purchase a king,
Step Four
Try a full if the bed is for one person. A full is probably too small for two adults, especially if one or both frequently move about.
Step Five
Buy a twin-sized bed for one child or one adult. Two twins are great for children who have sleepovers. Allow for 24 to 30 inches of space between beds.
Step Six
Add four inches to the length of your bed for the headboard and four for the footboard. Once you've added these to the measurements of the bed frame, you have the total width and length of your bed.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
A train to town
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Wedding Boxing day
Saturday, June 09, 2007
I am tired of smiling but extremely happy
Friday, June 08, 2007
Navaz weds JJ
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
2 more daysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
every thing seems to be raised to the power of 5
and again the only constant is CHANGE
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
3 MORE DAYS
3 days more, the question running through my mind are dime a dozen and the worst part is i dont have any more dime
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arbid rambling of words again.
As always me to you