Conversations and Coffee

Well the day was quites intersting as it started of with me droping my phone, so thats not good is it.

no name for lack of any interest to think of a name

Well its 12.30 in the afternoon, too much tea. i have finished all my work, wondering how to take things forward coz the entire team is busy with this job, The client is not reverting. for that matter no one want to revert.

at time like this one tends to wonder why is it that we work.

I think it mostly because of the lack of sleep, but as of now i think N is just acting all cranky. shes not telling me what bothering her. I think something is bothering her but i must be me.

enough for now i am going of to sleep atleast i hope to.

Sayonora

Ambugity of life or is it just lives

Been sitting at my stupid desk from morning. lots of chaos, the AMD Dev forum, a pitch presentation and my personal life. every things suddenly seemed to have collapsed.

where do i stand and fight, where do i run, where do i hide these things just seem to be multiplying.

personally i dont see why and how one's community can be such a glorified reason for another person to refuse to even meet me. i want to cry at times. its no wonder that people fight and there is communal tension.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr. i feel like hitting someone. at the same time i feel so much pain for N she is such sweet and lovely person yet when itcomes to her happiness, why does community have to come first.

suddenly the lines of the pink floyd song comes to my mind

"if there is anybody out there". help me help me i need to come to my sense coz the pain is just unberable at times.