post hiatus

well its been quite a time since i have written, dont ask why, coz excuses galore would be thrown at you faster than those scud missiles that were flying around at the time of the 1st gulf war.

cheerio will catch you guys in some other eon of time

Creative destruction, introduced by the economist Joseph Schumpeter, describes the process of industrial transformation that accompanies radical innovation. In Schumpeter's vision of capitalism, innovative entry by
entrepreneurs was the force that sustained long-term economic growth, even
as it destroyed the value of established companies that enjoyed some degree
of monopoly power

THE QUESTION IS DO WE NEED IT OR DO WE REALLY NEED IT

Conversations and Coffee

Well the day was quites intersting as it started of with me droping my phone, so thats not good is it.

no name for lack of any interest to think of a name

Well its 12.30 in the afternoon, too much tea. i have finished all my work, wondering how to take things forward coz the entire team is busy with this job, The client is not reverting. for that matter no one want to revert.

at time like this one tends to wonder why is it that we work.

I think it mostly because of the lack of sleep, but as of now i think N is just acting all cranky. shes not telling me what bothering her. I think something is bothering her but i must be me.

enough for now i am going of to sleep atleast i hope to.

Sayonora

Ambugity of life or is it just lives

Been sitting at my stupid desk from morning. lots of chaos, the AMD Dev forum, a pitch presentation and my personal life. every things suddenly seemed to have collapsed.

where do i stand and fight, where do i run, where do i hide these things just seem to be multiplying.

personally i dont see why and how one's community can be such a glorified reason for another person to refuse to even meet me. i want to cry at times. its no wonder that people fight and there is communal tension.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr. i feel like hitting someone. at the same time i feel so much pain for N she is such sweet and lovely person yet when itcomes to her happiness, why does community have to come first.

suddenly the lines of the pink floyd song comes to my mind

"if there is anybody out there". help me help me i need to come to my sense coz the pain is just unberable at times.

An eclipse at Stans house

The dictionary defines an eclipse as "The partial or complete obscuring, relative to a designated observer, of one celestial body by another".

But am i an english teacher I am not so sure, an eclipse in the definition of the Indira nagar gang is "a situation where in the so called responsible members of a house decide to go out off station and as such us "bevada's & i's" can have an "uninterupted" party with out the cops saying no to dancing or music most important boooooooooooooooze is this right,

its 9 pm and i am in stans house the eclipse has been going on for the last 24 hours but yours truly has been here only for the last couple of hours,. the gang is here as such the focus is purely on booze and food in "he he" copius quantities.

The moral of todays story is how important it is to be on close to land - the guys intend to go parasailing tomorrow.

just heard the bad news a particular character who is too thin to be true us coming in what do i do.

My first write up @WWW

Sitting at my desk, have been wondering what to do with the free time coz the entire team has gone off to GOA. sulking me thought i might as well start writing. I know I have a little skill unfortunately my wandering mind dosent go along with my fingers. I am dying to check with somebody whether this is some sort of strange form of dyslexia, but another part of me dosent feel like running up to some one else cry saying help help help, coz its the machoistic (shit..&#&#%$^&$#) i cant think of a word and I am harping on the fact that I think have writing skills.

time passes on

well these 8 lines seem to have made me brain dead . 8 lines am i halucinating everything seems to suddenly revolving around getting a hit and that too in anyform. the mind is screaming for some intoxicant, but the body is yelling out its a requiem for a dream STOP STOP STOP.

Whew that phase has finally passed, my palm are clamy and it must be the weather cant be "hot flushes" i think i am getting.

well enough for now.